Silent Bleeding Star in Tears of BLOOD

2010-11-07T01:42:00.001+08:00

HOW I WISH I CAN GO! HUHU.

2010-10-23T23:58:00.001+08:00

To tell you the truth... Im not in my best mood. I Feel like running away.. Yes. Like i want to disappear for awhile .. from everything. Idk whats wrong. How i wish i can know whats the matter.. Jealousy? Idk..
Sometimes, i feel like i didnt give him enough. Haiz. K forget it. Bubye.

2010-10-20T22:48:00.000+08:00

I feel damn bad! Haiz..
Why must this happen? Fucking hate it..

2010-10-14T12:32:00.001+08:00

Man..
Whats going on? Haiz..
I hate my past.
Dun like it much when he tells me abt his.
I'll get very envios of him.

Kk wth. Bubye!

Why?

2010-10-02T20:51:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, i dun believe it when he said im pretty.
Yes, yess this is all because of my low self esteem. Like what im experiencing now.
Sometimes i wish i can be prettier. I know this is stupid.
But... I get jealous oke.
Im not perfect. Really am not.
My teeth sucks.. Ive grown fatter. Dun have nice body. HAIZ!
Sometimes i see other girls i will go like, why am i not like tt??
Whatever maiy.
Forget all this. After all, u cant change if u wanted too.
Then my voice like...
Many pple tends to make fun of it.
It sucks! Really.

I dun wish to say this things to him coz who knows he'll get bored.
Coz he have to convince me again ..
Haiz.. Its okey! I shall just let it go..
But this feeling will come back. I know thats for sure..

2010-10-01T14:56:00.001+08:00

Aku rindu Irsyaaaaaaaaad. Aku rindu bdk2 tu sme sey.

Tp sme da graduate.

Da mcm nothing sey lau patah alek skola.

Sedey sey.

Irsyad's the best!

Oke random sey aku.

Bubye.

Somebody to love.

2010-09-29T15:01:00.001+08:00

What if i am gone for awhile?

Will anybody miss me?

Will it make any difference in their life??

Or no difference at all??

2010-09-23T14:57:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU DEAR!

&& ONLY YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

2010-09-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

Waduh waduhhh..
AKU BORED LAAAAAAAAA OYY!

Tkde org nak bual dgn akuuu kerr????
Hahaha oke shuddup La Maiy!

2010-09-20T22:22:00.001+08:00

Oh it breaks me heart ..

Happy 16th mths dear..
Haiz.

2010-09-19T12:29:00.001+08:00

Raya yesterday was FUN!

Though not everybody turn up. Less than expected. Hahaha.

S507 ader 63 org, tp smlm ader brape belas je.. Haha.

So the tet.

kk.

Bey manje gigit tgn aku..
Lebam sey. sakit gle!

2010-09-17T18:50:00.002+08:00

Saturday is tomorrow.

S507 jalan raya oy. Aku excited nak g pasal nak raya dgn Nwa.. Tp aku tawu nnt aku tkde kwn.. Yg rpt. Aku kn pendiam. Imanites pon aku tkto sape sape yg g. Aysha tk g. Eqa balik kmpg. Aku nk ikot, tp unfortunately, my mum tk bg pasal Sunday nak go raya. Too bad!

Okeoke. Nak ckp ape lg eh?

Oh, aku keje stakat 2 jam je sey! 3 to 5!! Tet kn???? Aku keje midshift. Bey tetibe si store incharge aku blg, smlm dorg luper nak upload bende yg dorg order for stocks. LIKE, ??????????
Tp happy jgk aku. Aku malas nak buat stock. Hahaha cumer nak hours. Nak duet! HAHA.

kkkk BYE!

2010-09-13T21:57:00.002+08:00

Fuck that.

Fuck all those motherfucking shits.

Its killing the soul..

Forget! Forget! LET GOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

runaway from reality!

This is the end.

i want to mosh now. Kick the wall. scream at the top of my lung!

stupid girl.

Hari Raya 2010 The 3rd Day,

2010-09-12T17:33:00.003+08:00

Ask me. How does my raya went??
I can answer to you in just 2 simple words: Just okey.
The first day wasnt that awesome.
I was having a bad shawl day.
Coz the shawl im wearing is soooo lebar and annoying.
So i have problem adjusting it. I woke up late.
As the day before i slept late.
I slept at 0530m am if im not wrong.
Was kemas-ing the rumah i suppose.

Me and my adik.
Now im using the laptop. Baru bElii for $399 je.
Dell. Under ITE nyer bende. Dorg subsidies 500. Oke kan tuh?
Tapi kne share.. Boring urh. HEHEHEHEHE.

Now kat bilek adik aku...
Not tt boring urh. Da mengadap comp, so tk boring urh. Senyap je laa aku.
Tk memekak kat uma ni.
Matae aku nga jalan raye skrg. Happy for him. Lau tk, dy bored je kat ruma. Everytime kat ruma, mesti dy bored. ishk ishk ishk. Apedaaa u nie.

Best ah aku bbl sorg gini. Happy life oyyy.
HAHAHAHA!
Nnt mlm mkck aku nak dtg.. Mls plak nak serve. Aku ni da sah pemalas! Lau pat nk mkn tk mls plak. Tp kdg2 aku mls sey. Depend laa mood. Td aku g geylang. Mak aku la nie. Nak mkn Laksa kat situ. Tapi SEDAP sey Laksa tu! VERY nice!! Tp tk kenyang. Aku mkn mee maner pena kenyang. Mesti nak nasik pny. Hahaha.

KK luper kn tu sme.

Aku tk sbr for this Thursday! Nak g JB dgn si dia!! AHAHA, G saner stakat nak mkn kat Kota Raya. Mentang2 aku ckp sdp.. And before tt, aku nak g kasi present aysha. Bday dy tt day. Tp aku blom belikn pape sey! HUAHUA. she turns 21 tt day!

Tu je laaa aku nak bebel. bubye!

2 days before Hari Raya.

2010-09-08T15:06:00.003+08:00

Cant believe it man! Raya's damn near already!

2 more freaking days! Dont you feel like, its damn fast? How time flies?

But my house is still in a mess.

Yes, my room too. Ive kemas-ed, but left some messy part which now i dun even wanna look at it.

Im tired.

This year, my family's wearing grey. Somehow, my baju doesnt look grey. Its more towards silver as it is LIGHT grey. Pity me. HAHA! I wanted a darker grey colour ..

Mum insisted ..

Well, i havent been updating. Been YEARS!! Ryt ryt? :D

Lazy urh. Standard jgk ..

Now bf is still sleeping .. Pity he didnt sleep much yesterday. Working night shift what.

He asked me to cook for him Nasik Goreng ikan bilis. I wanted too but mcm penat gitu.

Ruma masi beserak..

Cpt laaa bgn syg oyyyy. I da bored ni.

I dont think ader org bace blog aku lg, so aku boley laa type mepek2. HAHA!

That time, aku g buka kat ruma halame.

Aku the only Imanites girl urh.

Abey mcm awkward gitu psl aku tk rpt nan dorg sgt. Da la aku pendiam.

So then, aku balik cpt. Mak bpk aku fetch! Naseb baek! Heh.

Knp laa aku ni pendiam eh.

My mouth will automatic will shut when im a group. Suddenly tkto nak ckp ape ..

-___-''

Oke laa.

Tu je.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA sumer!!

2010-07-14T11:04:00.001+08:00

BORING PE NI SKOLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Da lamer plak tu tk update. Hahahaha.

Abey mcm2 happen an. Ader bdk yg nk kene sepak...

T aku update urh lau rajin. SKG MALAS NAK MAMPOS!!

2010-04-15T10:11:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

HOW ARE YOU GUYS????
Hahaha.
Long time never update. Lazy urh ..
Life has been just okey.
With boyfriend in camp, there's not much that i can do ..

oke bye.

2010-02-25T09:56:00.002+08:00

Everything has been so chaotic lately. Getting debared... And such. Ive been trying to take all this. Idk why. But i feel so mad! Im sitting here in sch playing the comp instead of listening to what teacher's saying. I dun care about this teacher. I really dont like him. AT ALL. The only way to be accpeted to take the exam is to write the appeal letter. Yea. Hope i can take the exam. I wanna go to the second year and get out from this sch asap. Im sick if this sch already! Im sick of it. Like, argh!

Well, work is fine. not as tiring as the CNY week.

Relationship? Oke laa. When it is good, its great! When we have problems, Its not that good. Obviously.

I dun geddit!

Why wanna contact another gender when ure already attached!? Is it not enuff to have ur gf/bf by ur side 24/7?????
I dont fcking contact guys alreaddddyyyyyyy. Ah! Just forget it! Im raging mad at most of the thing. Idk why.

Now im hungry. but do you care?
Paramore's coming. But i didnt get the chance to go. Coz bf going to NS soon. So yeah. Gotta make sacrifises. Though it is damn hard. The URGE to go is sooooo strong.! Forget it laa.

Idk what to say anymore! BYE.

Sometimes, its hard being me.

2009-11-12T13:32:00.002+08:00

WHY AM I ALWAYS ANGRY?

Why?

Most of the time, i am angry at the one i love the most. It annoys me. I cant control it. Its out of control sometimes. Ive tried to cool it down but it will not satisfies me. If there's nothing i can do with it, i will cry. And it hurts like hell. It drives me nut. Why? Why? Why???? I dont ever want to hurt my love ones. Is there something wrong wimme? I get angry easily. But only with my close ones. Even one slight mistake. This drives me nuts. And then where's my friends? Yea i know, everyone's busy.

Its getting worse each time. I punched the walls. but that doesnt help either. Ruz couldnt stand it. Khdr couldnt too. Maybe thats why. Now Nwa the victim. GAH! I FUCKING HATE THIS. Is it my nature? Ive done a research abt this. I am not the only one feeling this way. There's other too. Is it because im always wanting black things? Is it because of the songs i listen too? All those heavy songs? Ive tried to change. But gosh, i couldnt adapt well. I wanna run away.

March On.

Im trying very hard. Sorry dear... Help me. I feel like a rotten shit. A fucking useless girl. U dont like it when i say that. Im sorry. Im trying to change. its hard. Why must it be me?? Sensitive skin and what laaa.. Not that beautiful. Ugly teeth. Small eyes. LOW SELF ESTEEM. Not smart.

Whatever laa. Bye.

2009-10-24T18:21:00.000+08:00

WELL..
I HAVE GAINED WEIGHT!
NOW I AM 49.9!
WHOA!
WTH!
oke bye.

the day i played soccer with nwa.

2009-09-25T01:53:00.002+08:00

HELLO ((:

Today i played soccer with my lovely Nwa.
He ajaked me play soccer suddenly. He fetched me at my voiddeck at 0830pm. I wore my favourite soccer team jersey which obviously Liverpool FC. You'll nvr walk alone ..
HAHA.
When we reached... OKe aku mls nak cte.
10pm we start.
We stopped at 11. PENAT GLE. Dua2 da pancet! Nwa da mcm mandi ujan .. HAHA. Aku.. Jatoh. Dua kali plak tuh. Takde angin tkde ribut, lari2, GEDEBAK! Aku jatoh. Bwaha. penat ah. NOW aching. Tp best .. nk maen lg! ((:

Mendaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak!

2009-09-03T22:34:00.000+08:00

WHOA. Its been sooooooooooooo long since i last updated my boring blog. HAHA. Sorry. I just duno what to blog about recently coz life, school life, to be exact, has been BORING.

Oh the other day, 1st of Sept, i want to Seoul Garden with Eqa, Hafis and beloved Nwa.
HAHAHA. Had fun eating!

Alryt. Toodles.

LIVERPOOL VS SPORE pics.

2009-08-23T01:10:00.007+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday dearie Irul.

2009-08-23T01:08:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY IRUL!

Baru nak 18??

HAHAHA bastard eh me.

Enjoy ur day while you can. ((:

Mmmmmmuuuuah!

HUNGRY!

2009-08-21T20:57:00.000+08:00

My comp just sucks. I still cant upload pictures!!

OH ANYWAYS, im like, obsesssed with Justin Bieber. Like, wth!
Wassup with me and younger boys?
HAHA.

Oke toodles.

Nwa's Bdae is in 2days time. And im nervous! Damn, idk why. Tata.

OH, fasting.
Its tomorrow! I hope i can make it thru.
Ofcourse i can, only nak tahan lapar tuh ader sket susa. HAHA.

Bye.

Irul, Youre my number one boy.

2009-08-19T23:37:00.001+08:00

Your world is my world.

My fight is your fight.

My breath is your breath.

And boy, youre my one love, my one heart, my one life FOR SURE.

2009-08-15T21:15:00.001+08:00

HELLO!
Its been so long since i updated right?
I want to update. And put some pics but my stupid blog cant seem to upload them.
That is the MAIN reason why i didnt update.
Ohwells.
But life has been great lately.
Not with school though.
School is stillt he same. And now im hungry.
Im craving for food. How i wish the food can just appear infront of me!
Hehe.
Lazy.
Ayt.
So much i wanna update about.
So little time.

Cant believe that the fasting month is coming REAL SOON!
Im prepared.
Well, i think i am. Can save money!!
And Nwa's bdae is coming up soon!
Bwaha.
Cpt cpt besar eh kecik! Ure too small urh.
U make me feel big!
Haha.

I'll update more.
Toodles!! ((:

2009-08-11T22:39:00.000+08:00

Why the heck blog aku tkley upload gmbr ni!?
URGH.

Random.

2009-07-28T12:11:00.005+08:00

Im in school now.
I feel so tired. EXHAUSTED laaaaa. VERY tired. My eyes are getting so blacky now. I mean, my eye bags. So, like, bleurgh! I dont even wanna mention it. Huhu. Well, well, i wanna upload pics from the match of SINGAPORE VS LIVERPOOL, but my comp like sot like tt. Bwhaha.
Nvm. Im tahan-ing myself from falling asleep like how i slept in bus just now and yesterday.
School finish at 2 today coz Lifeskills had been cancelled. Supposed to finish at 6 though. BUT HORRAY anyways. Hee. And and, my dearie dear romeo oreo sugar pancake chocolate and blabla (HAHA!) gonna fetch me! XDDDD Errr since he misses me like truck lots. HEHE. Suke maiy suke! Then off we go to anywhere.

OH MY EYES!
So sleeeeeeeeeeeeepy laaaa mother! Cannot tahan one.
Tmr i got exam . Like, WHADA! Just got to know tt just now ..
And i owe Uncle Ee 4 assignments. DAMMIT. I duno when im gona finish the drawingssssssssss. This week, i hope.

Oke daaaaaaaaaaa.
Smpi disini sahaje nmpk nyer.
BYE.

5-0!! I LOVE YOU TORRES, AGGER, NEMETH, ALONSO!

2009-07-27T09:35:00.003+08:00

I love Krisztian Nemeth.
I love Agger.
I love ALONSO.
I LOVE TORRES!
I LOVE MY BOYS!
I LOVE MY LIVERPOOOL!

5-0 baby!!!

Pictures to be uploaded soooon!

IM A HAPPY GIRL!
VERY SATISFIED with the way they played yesterday.
And Alonso played! WOOHOOO.
Everyone was going KERRRRAAAAZY!
HAHAHA.

Later.
Im in schooool.
Smiling like mad yo.
Bwhaha.
Toodles.

SADLY, no Gerrard. If not, id faint by now. Hehe.

LIVERPOOL 09.

2009-07-26T11:19:00.000+08:00

EVERYTHING HAD BEEN CHAOTIC.

MY LOVE FOR LIVERPOOL IS GOING MAAAAAAAAAAAAD.
I AM DYING TO SEE TORRES FACE TO FACE.
Just need the chance.
But i guess, not this time.
Just not this time.

BUT IVE SEEN HIM! ((:

Ayt.

I wanna go mandi. Siap. Put on the Liverpool jersey i bought yesterday.
And go to the stadium. TO SUPPORT LIVERPOOL! ((: Heeeeee.

Toink.

2009-07-23T15:35:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY BOY! HUHUHU..
I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!
UWAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

Haha.

2009-07-23T14:12:00.005+08:00

I HAVE LOST 2KG! OMGGGGGGG!
Unexpected, though. So, now im 45kg! Hahahaha. Ohwells.

The story goes like this...

On Sunday, i had fever. I duno where tt suddenly come from. At 6am in the morning, i dashed out of my room to go to the toilet to puke. As you know, i hate puking. I'd do anything to hold it back. This time, its a different story. I can no longer hold it back. I puked rice and stuff. Bleurgh. Then.. I walked back to my room slowly. Checked my handphone, got a message from love. Replied. 30minutes later, im back to the dream land.

As soon as i wake up around 10 or 11, i was having fever. Not feeling so well. I got diarrhoea and all. All i did for tt day was sleep. I woke up at 11. Took a shower, go to the toilet for countless of times. Rest on my "so-called" bed while smsing with my love.
At 3pm, i slept till 8pm.
Craved for Spagetti. Due to no appetite, i didnt finished it. I slept at 1130 tt day. Well, i think its 1130pm.

On Monday, i didnt attend school. My sweethart teman me go polyclinic. *I love you* Heh. We waited like 4 freaking hours just to see the doctor. And by the time i walked into the room, i am not a sick girl anymore! All the doctor said was, nothing serious. 10 minutes in that room. STAKAT AN! Gosh. Oh oh, the doc even asked when was my last period. I think he thought i was pregnant coz i had fever and not coughing and didnt have flu. HAHA.

For the record, i ate McSpicy for that day. ONLY McSpicy. Whooooaness. Hahaha.

So here i am.

I wanted to post the pic of my weight now as a proof but too lazy. Hahaha. Not to show off or to brag, but ive been 47kg before since like what, 17? Now its 45kg, its SOMETHING. Hahaha. I didnt care much though. But this is like an achievement tt i dun wana achieve anymore. Bwaha.

Well..
Thats how i lose my weight i guess. Fever. Diarrhoea. Vomitting. Chyeah. HAHA till then lovessssssssssss.

TATA!

2009-07-21T21:47:00.001+08:00

Where is Aysha?
I miss her.

2009-07-21T20:25:00.002+08:00

Last Friday, we surprised Layeen's for her 21st birthday! Cant believed she's turned 21. HAHA! And then yesterday, my mum turned 40.

I really had fun though.

I update later. I wanna go mandi urh ..
Im not feeling well.
Toodles.

2009-07-21T20:24:00.000+08:00

Lately, things had been hectic but fun. In a way.

A trip to JB with loved ones.

2009-07-09T15:37:00.004+08:00

2 days ago, Nwa fetched me from school! Weeeeeeeeee. We went to Ikea and Queensway after that. To buy Hafis's bdae present. Nyaha.

Then, YESTERDAY, me, eqa, Hafis && Nwa went to JB!! NAEK KETE!! Hafis drive laaa obviously. Hafis fetched me and Eqa at Bukit Batok MRT. Then he drove to Nwa's house. Me and Eqa naek g uma dy psl nak letak cake. AND OFF TO JB! Haha. Watched Ice Age 3. Not tt bad laa the movie. Its funny! And i liked it. After all tt, went to Singgah Selalu for seafood! AH I LOOOOOVE IT! I loooove food! Hehehe.

Sadly, dont get to shopping. Coz Apis had to sent the car to his mkck early. Reached Singapore ard 7plus. He drove to Nwa's house and we all naek. Coz Eqa got a surprise for Apis. And sadly again, tk menjadi. Uwaaaa! Oke daaah. Bye.

My first practical lesson.

2009-07-03T15:01:00.004+08:00

ALRYT.

Here i am again.

A few days back, on Wednesday, i had my first practical lesson on motorcycle at BBDC.

I was nervous to the core. Its not because ive never been on one but, more to like, i duno what to expect. I came with Eqa. Wahedz was there too. But she was already at lesson 3 i suppose. So its my first time. Same goes to Eqa. We came with this shoe. ME; kasot nyonya. EQA; not totally a covered shoe. And you know what? Org tuh sro kte pkai PCK BOOTS URH! Paisey sia. DA LA BESAR! And soooooooo obvious. Tp nak uat aper kn.. Org dy da suro.

AND MOTOR DY BESAR GLE. Aku da panic urh. Cumer ader 4org je tt tym. Me, eqa, this malay girl and a guy. So, lepak sket. Tak gabra. Da aja sme. Then dy sro me and eqa naek moto. Nak tgk if smpi ak. HAHA! And and, ni part mepek, kaki aku satu je boley reach. Kene senget sbelah! Dengg. And nak uat mainstand tuh, moto pny berat. Aku nan eqa test dulu. MOTO AKU JATOH LA! Gedebak! Berat! Aku tkley handle. Heh. Abey then, dy bg aku moto kecik. Yg 125 tuh. Bwhahaha. Eqa bwk moto steady jer .. Aku mcm terjerk-jerk. Pasal tk maintain throttle. Kejap laju, kejap pelan. HAHA!

Tp best!!!

Dgn moto kecik tuh pon ader jatoh jgk. Biler aku nak turon. Moto tuh senget, bey aku nak step strong urh. Nak tahan moto tuh from jatoh... SKALI JATOH JGK! But in slow motion. HAHA eqa da ktawe2kn aku. Diam urh ko ..

In the end, sme dpt go for the next prac. YIPEE! Next dorg ajar camner nak tuka gear. Must not be tt hard ryt? Aku da blaja dgn Hafis tt tym. Uwaaaa. now, both my arms are aching. Especially tgn yg kne pgg clutch tuh. Left hand. Oke. TOODLES LOVEEEEEEEEE.

Admiralty Park.

2009-06-29T15:03:00.012+08:00

Hello everyone! ((: Im fasting today. Now im trying to find something to distract me from thinking of food. So surfing the net is a good idea. And later on, at 5, im going to work, so it'll be much better. Haha.

Ohwells.. Yesterday, me && nwa went out. We didnt plan to go out actually. But we were both bored to death at home! So, yeah. Then, we went out. Since ive never went to Admiralty Park before, so we went there for awhile. I want to see whats its like. Hutan. Forest. And the water is like soooo the dirrrty sey! Haha. We saw a small brown snake. Biler kte tgh tgk and amek2 gmbr, then tetibe, ramai dtg tgk jgk. CINA, BANGLA. Hahaha. Bangla tuh sorg2 kat situ. Ape biken sey .. Jd bobal urh. WAWA! Definitely utan. But peaceful. Somehow.

So lets just see the pics. Not much. But atleast something than nothing per .. Knkn? Haha oke.

2009-06-28T13:59:00.001+08:00

I hate it when aku nga keje bey nga blur2 nyer time. Mesti ader je aku uat bende yg tk btol. Terluper nak bg change laaa.. Bg sala change. Mesti kne marah dgn customer coz i keep asking the same qtn. HAHAHAHA.

SKG, aku nga in the avenged sevenfold mood. Takto asal.

RIP MJ. Mmmuah!

2009-06-26T23:26:00.004+08:00

RIP to Michael Jackson. Gone too soon. Shocked billions. Including me. Coz not too long ago, i just sang along to his songs. Last monday, i even talked about him. Randomly. And the next thing i know, he is gone. FOREVER. Seems sad. Idk why. REALLY sad. Huhu.

Ive watched this movie: Drag Me To Hell. Sheeshu told me that the movie is damn scary. So i go laaa tgk laaa kn. Pasal Sheeshu kn bkn yg type pengecut. Well... This is my review. The movie was DAMN FUNNY!!!!! Serious. I laughed most of the time rather than screaming && getting scared. I watched it with Nwa. We were both laughing the shit out of us. Cte kelaka laaa! And soooo the cartoon sey tuhhh nenek! Serious! Even Sepul said its scary. HAHA. But its not.

Ah ni part pompan ni confident gle! Lau korg da tgk, ni part, dy nak bg alek tt curse to tt nenek back. And kat dlm envelope tuh duet! Its suppose to be butang yg curse tuh. HAHAHA. Me && Nwa da expect dlm tuh duet instead of butang. KELAKA URH SERIOUS! Dgn cara dy ckp, "I, Cristine Brown, blablablaaaaa...." Abey cara dy diri konon heroine urh .. Korg kne tgk urh. Kelaka!!!!

This is the nenek. HAHA! Oh btw, but must be aware urh. Part2 terperanjat dy WHOA aw! Korg tak expect yg part2 terperanjat dy nga coming. Bwhaha. Tuh jerrrr. Okeoke.

MJ, REST IN PEACE AYT.
Step MJ nak g bace ni post gitu eh .. Wawawawa.
Oke bye.

20062009 S507 outing.

2009-06-22T18:36:00.020+08:00

So.. the outing. Honestly talking, i expected CHAOS. Expected the whole bunch of S507 dtg. But nope. Mcm tk rmi gitu. Siket je yg dtg .. Yea. So yeah. I came with Nwa. Like, expected the girls to talk. Immune to all the talking already. All i worry about is Sheeshu. How she'd react. Its odd. I can see how she was feeling so nvm laa. The whole night, lepak-ed with the girls. Huda dtg! WHOA. Da lamer tk nmpk dy ..

Didnt planned to ton. Never bring baju or anything. Plan to go home at 0830 gitu with the rest. But skali tk. MEera said, she ton. Nta laa then i stayed. I go talktalk with Ifwat after tt. Watched Nwa play futsal. Mcm lipas kodong urh tuh kecik. Pastu injured. Doink kn. Hahaha.

Tym overnight, i went walkwalk with Nwa. Pkul 3 patah alek kt tuh tmpt. Dorg sme tgh maen poker. Biase jgk an. They play, i just watch. Nak try to paham kn urh tuh game. Tp still tk phm2. Haha .. Then nak tdo jap pon pny susa. Sepul irritating. Langgar2. Bwhaha. Aku da mlz nak type pon ader. Korg just enjoy the pix ayt.

OH AND HAPPY BELATED 19TH BIRTHDAY HALAME! ((:

One big family. But all small size. Terned. Haha.

My lil bro! HAHA da besar sey dy!

Those tiring days. Now im exhausted.

2009-06-15T15:18:00.033+08:00

11th June, Thursday.
Did assignment at Macdonald after school.
12th June, Friday.
Went to Mustafa Centre and ate at Zamzam with Nwa && Halame. Also after school.

HAHAHAHA! Princess Nwa.

Nwa made tt using my kneadable eraser! Clever huh. Haha.

And this is Halame!

Halame looks soooo excited! Hahaha. Tgn maintain eh .. Wawa.

Was biting on my hairclip. I look so retarded. Bwhaha.

13th June && 14th June.

ABG KHAIRI'S WEDDING.

Saturday.

Look at BOY! Cute kn kucengg ni! Hee.

Sunday.

Was a kendarat grl AND a photographer. Heeeehe.

TODAY! I brought home two cute little kittens!! Hehe. CUTE GILER!

I wanna call this white kitten, BLUE. Idk why. Hahaha.

Till then, SAYONARA!

2009-06-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

LONGING.

Cant you see that she's dying in her own arms?

2009-06-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

Everything will be alright Maiy. Everything would be just fine. JUST. LET. IT. GO.

Darkness imprisoning me.

2009-06-06T21:47:00.006+08:00

I bet you're wondering how my "diet-ing" is doing. Well, its doing BAD. I got the thrill to get diet few days back. I wanna try since ive never tried tt before. I mean, i wanna try avoid eating that much. Its not doing well. I cant resist food. Still, im trying. I crave for KFC, Macdonald, and Longjohn today. I am sooooo hungry! H E L P!

Yesterday was erm fun. ((: I finally get to meet my frens. Its been so long. The Irsyad Camp was errrr. I didnt help, but just passed by since i happened to be around there. Chyeah. I was daaaaaaaaaaaamn fucking nervous when Nwa told me that Khdr is gg to be there. Like, suddenly, i froze, idk how to react. GLADLY, i dun need to go ard the guys. I was trying to avoid Khdr btw. I dun like to feel awkward. Actually, i kinda wanna see how he looks. Its been soooo long since i last see him. But, nah. He hates me, i guess.

Me, Pisang, Kya, Eqa, Layeen, Mimo and Mardyons sat in a tent. And talked. After awhile, Mimo && Mardyons left. They were talking about plane crash and stuff. I talked abit, laughed alot. Then fell asleep. So damn sleepy. I slept at 3 and woke up at 5. Coz they all wake up for Subuh prayer. Blabla.

At 7am, i decided to go home. Go carik Nwa. Finally, he called me. I wanted to text him but his hp was wimme. Doink. So then we walked aaaaaaaaaaalll the way to Area C from Area G. We took an hour to reach there. So damn far and we were exhausted. ESPECIALLY Nwa. Because he didnt sleep the previous day. SAPER SURO! Hahaha abey membebel on the way to 966 busstop. Wawawawa.

"Linking love with destruction" ?

Oh btw, i dreamt of Adam Lambert this afternoon. I was walking around the playground. I saw him. Said hello. Followed him. He was in tears. I was like, why? He said, its about my ex gf. He was in black. HOT. Then i said, ure gonna be fine. And hugged him. he hugged back. HAHAHAHA! Suddenly, Myra appears. I told her to hug Adam. WHADA. She hugged. Oke mepek sia mimpi aku! But it felt REAL! Bwhaha.

ORYT.
Thats about it.
BORING ryt? I know.
K bye.

Diet-ing.

2009-06-02T22:23:00.003+08:00

NEW TARGET!

I want to try dieting. ERM, more like, eat less. Like, one meal per day! Im 47kg now. And by the end of this month, i want to be 45kg! CHYEAH!

Oke tts all. Shawn asked me why i stop posting about him .. So now, im gonna post something. But idk what to say .. Haha. Erm.. HELLO SHAWN? Hahaha. Oh btw, me and Sura laughed at him on Monday. Pitypity him. Were laughing at his hair. But he is still cute though. CHUBBY BOY. Bwhaha.

Ayt. I'll update you more about this "dieting". HAHA. One meal per day? ME? GAH! oke toodles.

L O V E. What does it actually means?

2009-05-30T21:42:00.004+08:00

LOVE.
What does it actually means?
What do you actually feels?
Is there any boundaries?
Do you often make sacrifices for the person?
LOVE.
When you think of love, who is the FIRST person you think of?
Is that how LOVE should be?
Or is it just a game?
When you hold the hands of the loved one, how do you actually feel?
Do you grab it hard and feels your heart's making a connection with that person's heart?
Then you feel like not letting go?
Then you'll feel love?
What is it actually?
LOVE.
When you cry, is it that person you need tt moment?
Every breath you take, do you think of that person?
How he's or she's doing?
And how u wish you could be there with them?
Is it suppose to be like that?
LOVE.
Do you plan the future together?
Do you promise not to leave?
But promises, its just... a word.
It can be broken.
But i am left alone.
So, its just a word. A mean word.
LOVE.
Ive found anew.
I wanna start anew.
I want to feel the love.
I want to be loved.
I want to be cared.
I want to be protected.
I dont wanna be hurt. Anymore.
I dont wanna be left alone again.
but the past..... its haunting me.
I feel so lost.
Have i lost my way?
My direction?
Idk.
I... dont... know...

Thank you Sheeshu! ((: Loveya.

2009-05-27T21:59:00.010+08:00

I am LOVING this Everlast shoe now. This morning, i diedie want to buy the shoe. As you know, im such a lazy bum so i changed my mind and tak pegi beli. I was planning to go there with Aysha the next day which is tomorrow. To buy the shoe with her. She bought the purple one tho. So, yeah .. At ard 0730pm lydat, i was out of the house. Going to market to buy some stuff for my ADP assignment. While walking, suddenly, someone hugged me from behind. I was kinda shocked. Immediately i know, thats Sheeshu! In my mind, i was wondering, wth is she doing here at cck? HAHA. Coz dy tgl kat Jurong per! Then she say, dy gado dgn Syabil. I was like, ERR LG? Hahaha. Then, she handed me a plastic beg. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? ITS THAT EVERLAST SHOE! WTH! She surprised me. She said, "Happy Birthday!" Belated. Hahaha. OMG. Mcm nak jotos je dy. Thanks anyway. YOU SURPRISED ME without me suspecting it. I LOVE YOU LAAA! Hee.

And on Monday, i lepak-ed with her. At cck park. To catch up with each other's life. It was great. We mcm party sendri. Beli Nasik Lemak, beli cookies, beli garlic bread, and big gulp. HAHA! Nyamok irritating. Byk gigit akuuu pny kaki!!!!!!!!!!!! Bodo. Haha. Then something happened. Not gonna mentioned what. I saw her cry. It makes me angry. MAD. Really really mad. Blablablaaa then .. We cried. Something happened. I love you laaa. Dont make anyone hurt ya. Ayt?

CURRENTLY, addicted to the No Bounderies sonG by Kris Allen! SDP URH LAGU! Haha me dgr kat blog mimo. I still want Adam to win. Haha nvm then .. TATA.

Bestie, who are you now?

2009-05-27T14:57:00.003+08:00

I guess loneliness can really change a man.

but you dont really need to do this to us.

Your friends.
Especially me; YOUR BESTFRIEND.

I am ur mother fucking bestfriend.

Seriously talking, i think NOBODY can tahan ur prangai. Its always hurting since YOU decided to leave me to be alone. But i guess, i was standing there, waiting for you to ask me for help, was just a waste of time? You dont need me anymore. Or maybe you do, you just dont want to show it. Dude, i've been there for you for like what? Since p6 .. Nvr giving up. And this is how you repay me?
THIS IS HOW YOU SAY THANK YOU?
Yeah i know i should understand your situation. Ive tried. but you NVR give me the chance to even start understanding. I dun think any other pple can tahan ur perangai but me. Not to be kerek but... Think about it. Who was with you the whole fucking time? Did you ever appreaciate it? Idk. You left me instead. Oh its because you dont want to hurt me. NO. Its because you are scared. Crave for reputation? Hmmm. We'll see how long you'll take to get tt. We'll see if you can do it ALONE.

Things will be better, dude. Trust me.

And pleeeeeease dont think too much.
Your actions kills me.

Still i know YOU DONT OWE ME AN EXPLAINATION.

Wrong. You OWE me lotsa explainations.

Who are you now?

Sami Hyypia's last match.

2009-05-25T21:24:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's match between Tottenham and Liverpool was Sami Hyypia's last match in Liverpool. Because, nxt season, he wont be with us anymore. That is sad. Idk why. I like him! He's very calm and very good. 10 long years in Liverpool. Hats off to him.
We won though. Torres played well. He scored the opening goal for Liverpool. AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM THIS JULY! Hehehe. XDD

Oh and the second sad thing is, Newcastle wont be in the first division. SAD! Kesian sey Owen!!Hull City is thru. Uwaaa! If ure a soccer fan, u know what im talking about. Haha. If youre not, better dont move on reading. Bwhaha. And HOPEFULLY, next season, Liverpool will take that trophy home. Heard they're buying Tevez? Eh? Oke then. That's about it for tonight. Takecare.

Love,
Mysarox.

P.S I love you, Oreo. Hahaha who's Oreo?

THAT LOVELY BEAUTIFUL HANDSOME TICKETS. Heh.

2009-05-23T22:25:00.013+08:00

Oke dun mind my madness. But i am inluuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurve with this lovely beautiful ticket. The ticket to see the match. To see Liverpool players LIVE with my very two black eyes. Omg! Its gonna happen! Im actually gonna see them. ARGH! Im soooo excited!

Sorry about taking lotsa pics with that ticket. I cant stop staring at it. Cant stop taking picture with it. I will eat with it .. I will watch tv with it. I will play games with it. Sleep with it tonight. Hehehe. But not gonna bathe with it. Coz it will get wet and pity it will get cold. HAHAHAHA! GILER LAAA MAIY! I dun want to spoil the ticket. Hee.

Oh the reason why i got two tix there is because, the other one belongs to Aysha. Im gonna pass it to her when i get to see her. WEEEEEEEEEEE! And tmr, im gonna buy Hadi the ticket. Oh god. Still trying to convince Nwa to go. Haha.

And and, tell me a way to save $5000 by early september next year. I need to have it by then. Desperately. Planning to go to Anfield. Heh. I guess i gotta starve myself? MAYBE. I cant resist food, man. Hahaha.

Oryte then! HAVE A NICE DAY THEN! Toodles!

TORRES, Be prepared to meet me! Haha omg i am such a freeeeak. Heh. Oke bye.

Liverpoool on the 26th July.

2009-05-23T15:28:00.008+08:00

I BOUGHT THE TICKET ALREADY!

TO SEE LIVERPOOL FC ON THE 26TH OF JUUUUUUUULY!!!!!!!!!!!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Semangat per.

Me, Aysha && Yaya da beli!!!

We're going together!

Still convincing Nwa to go.

And maybe convince Khdr jgk. HAHA.

And Hadi.

HAHAHA JOM KTE PEGI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Oke aku excited sorg.

Bestie's birthday.

2009-05-18T21:54:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MIMO!

(Biler mawu kurus beyb? Haha.)

I met her at Lot1. We exchanged gift at LJS. Romantic ryyyt? Bwhaha.

And she bought me that lovely BLACK mp3. THANK YOU LAAAAAAAA! Haha. I know my present is not as WHOA as urs but im glad u like it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!! Hahaha she got annoyed of me for saying that manymany times.

So, yeah! HAPPY HAPPY. Toodles. I have an assignment to finish! ((: Loveya all.

My 19th birthday.

2009-05-18T02:00:00.012+08:00

My 19th birthday was just okey. I get to ton for the first time without getting scared. Coz i was pretty much mad and upset. So i need a time off from the house. Lepaked at AMK with Nwa till the next day. Laugh and laugh and laugh. Sing loudly like nobody business. Its fun. But idk if i wanna do it again. Coz its tiring. By 6, we boarded a train home. Reached home at 7. Door was locked. Again. I called my brother 3times, but he never wake up. Called my dad's handphone but he put his hp at the living room. Called the house, everybody was already in their deep sleep. So, i terpakse call my mum. As u know, we fought so it was tough. But i desperately need the toilet so i just give it a try. She opened the door and asked something. Weirdly, she didnt nagged. Cleaned the dishes. And sleep at 0730am.

Woke up at 0230. Washed up and everything. The day felt normal. I wasnt excited about anything. Idk why. Frankly speaking, its sad to know that none of my grl besties asked me out. Its really sad. But nvm. Cuzzin called. So yea. Went out to eat at Secret Recipe. The food was nice. Nothing exciting about tt. After the thing, they wanted to watch a movie. I didnt want to. Its 10bucks and i wanna save money. Yea. And my kakak sdare was already pissing me off.

Met Nwa at PS at 0845. They all went to watch Angles and Demons at 0830. After meeting him, we walked down to Orchard. I saw a coffee shop. Then i saw a tv. Then i saw football channel. SOCCER. I remembered, West Brom vs Liverpool. So i quickly pull him by his hand and we sat. Ordered our drinks and watch. Kdai kat situ sumer tak halal. HAHAHA. Bola pny pasal, anything will do. Liverpool won! HAPPY. But its embarassing to see Caraggher and Arbeloa fight. Sedey.

By the time i reach home, everyone's asleep. Except mom. She was on the fon. So, i went to the refrigerator. Took out my cake. Placed the red candles on the nicely decorated cake. Light it up witha lighter. Sing myself a bdae song. Blew all the candle. And yea. I celebrated it alone. Its sad la. Oh, Eqa decorated that cake for me. Nice ryyyyyyyyyt. hee. YEA. Now im 19!!!!!!! And i still feel the same.

Haha konon sedey urh. Okeoke.

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY MIMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Toodles pple.

The worst week ever.

2009-05-16T18:44:00.004+08:00

This week has been so rough! Its the worst week of the month, i suppose. I bet tmr, my bdae, its gonna be the same too. Idk. My mum is really pissing me off. So, just now, i fought with her. Its been so long since i really fight with her like tt. But its her fault! She pissed me off. I dont wanna type it down. Now, i wanna run away!

Yesteday, i went out with Nwa. After school. Coz i desperately need to find Mimo's birthday present. So, i didnt go home first to change and wear tudung. Coz it'll be late and after i reach home, confirm i'll get lazy to go out again. After go round and round, i finally decided on what to buy. I hope she like that gift. After that, went to Raffles Macdonald to eat. Nwa wanted to eat. Headed down to Fullerton Hotel for the toilet. Lepaked kejap kat situuuuuu. And yeah. Then lepak at somewhere else. Mom called. Didnt picked up the phone. Why shud i? If i answer, she'll nag nag nag. She spoils my mood every single day this week. Reached home at 1240am. Tried to open the house door but i coudlnt. Its locked! She locked me outside. Pissed. I shouted vulgarities and climbed down the stairs quickly. I was mad. I couldnt care less anymore. As i reached at the voiddeck, the only thing i can think of was a place to sleep. I was tired, sleepy & veyrveryhungry. I walked to the CC. Saw guys playing with their cars. Idk what it's called. Wanted to join but nahhhh. Atlast, i decided to go to Macdonald. Since i have some money left to buy me a McChicken and a small one doller coke to survive me thru the cold cold night.

I called my dad. He said he'll be home at 2am. So i asked him for a favour to open the door. Yeah. 0215 he reached. Followed him home. Door's unlocked. Home. Walked straight to my room. Get changed. Switch of the light. And dozed off.

And now, im going out. Buy something for Mimo. Idk if i wanna go home after tt. Maybe tommorow morning. Wash up and get changed. For my bdae. A new day. The day i turn 19. The day i wished it to be happy. But i wish too much. Asked dad to drive me to Forum Secret Recipe to take my bithday cake. White Chocolate Macadamia. Celebrate it alone. At 7pm, Nwa will fetch me. Then we go wherever he wanna take me. Idk where.

Have a goodday, mates.

What i want.

2009-05-14T16:05:00.004+08:00

On Mother's day, i went to Newton Foodcourt to eat with cousins and Family. I soooo miss that place. It was such a feast.

Oh btw, my birthday's coming up! I want it to be the best! Hahaha.

So this is what i want for my 19th birthday:

A Levi's Watch which costs $179.
A dark grey All-Star converse sneakers which costs $59.90
An acoustic guitar which costs erm $150?
A creative MP3 which costs $50 and above.
Lotsa clothes!
A red & transparent bangle.
A black jeans.
Eyeliner.
HAPPINESS! ((:

Hahahahaha! I think thats about it. I would wanna buy it using my own money for my own presents if im rich enough. But for now, I'll save money OR ask pple to buy it for me. Hehe.

Oryte then pple. I wanna hunt for foooood now. Seeya later dudessss.

A day out with Shawn, Fahmy, Giant, Surah, Neeza and Rizal.

2009-05-12T10:00:00.006+08:00

Oh hello everybody. ((:

I can still update my blog huh.

Supposed to be in school at nine but i woke up at 0930.

Not on purpose. I really wanna go to sch for Lifeskills but my mum didnt wake up. She thought i went to school already. Not that i blame her, its just weird. Because the time Ubai wanna go to school, she always come into my room to groom herself or something. But today, no. So, its weird. Whats more, this morning i kept thinking that lesson starts at 10. Wth is wrong wimme. Haha.

Oke soooo, yesterday.

After school, i didnt go home straight eventhough i wanted to. Ms Sri released us early. Very early, to be specific. Coz theres nothing else to do. Maybe she was upset and mad at many of us. Me and Neeza came at one. Shawn told me the class starts at one sey. Shawn and the rest, reached at 0130 like tt. So, yeah. Ms Sri was very much pissed off. Coz u know why? Lesson starts at 12. We were damn late. Confirm she mark absent for all of us.

After school, Shawn ajak me go watch Star Trek. Such a laaaaaaaaaame movie. I dun really like it. I dont wanna go coz i dont like the movie. And he kept telling me to go. So at the MRT, I was standing near the door. The one yg always bkk one. Rizal, Giant, Surah, Fahmy, Shawn and Neeza stood in the middle. Once reached Bugis, Shawn was the first to go out. But i stayed where i was standing. HAHA. He was like, Maaaaaaiy go urh. He was blocking the others from going out. Bwahha. When the rest da biseng, he pulled my beg to tarek me klua. Bwhaha!! Shawn is sooo cute la! XD

End up, we didnt catch at movie. Planned to watch Friday the 13th. But Rizal is too young! He's still 17. This year. But its a relief. Coz i wanna save money. ((: Haha. Went to Bras basah. Went to Tong Seng. Then me and Neeza took 960 to Bkt Panjang. Took 190 home. So, thats all. HAHA.

Oh and Fahmy and Shawn wore this fake moustache all the way to Arab street from Bugis MRT Station. Its funny! But embarasssing tho. Hahaha. Oke takecare suckers. ((:

OH and Happy 15th Bday Ruuuuuz!! Grow big already huh you. Have a nice day, dude!

2009-05-10T14:57:00.002+08:00

SHAWN JUST ASKED ME IF HE CAN BRING ME OUT ON MY BDAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haha coz he and Fahmy want to take me to ride the gmax ride?
And whats that?
Hahahaha.
WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

19th bdae gonna be the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHA i hope. ((:

But i havent say yes yet.

2009-05-07T21:01:00.007+08:00

WOW! What a day. My stomach is really in pain now. Since Monday! Visitted the doc just now. He said, just air. Or something. But it was since Monday sey! Damn painful! He gave me 3 kinds of medicine. Idk if i wanna eat them. I'll dare myself to. Sobs. Got MC for tmr. Still thinking wherther to attend school or not. Maybe just attend Drawing Class. ADP class, not. Give MC. Hahahahaha!

Oh did you see that pic of me and Shawn up there? Was brave enough to ask for tt. Hahaha. Was bored. So, yea.

Oh yesterday, i followed Nwa go cut his hair. Hahahaha and it turned out to look nice .. Heho. Oke bye. Perot da sakit. Nak mkn ubat. Toodles.

BEFORE.AFTER.

Alone? And sad? I guess not.

2009-05-05T20:10:00.003+08:00

Good Evening everyone! How are you guys doing? Feeling good? (Good!) Good? (Good!) Oke give urself around of applause! I missed that suddenly. Only Sheeshu know what im talking about. Haha.

School was fun. Sorta. I get sooo tired. And kept falling asleep in the bus and MRT. I couldnt stayed awake eventho i'd tried to.

I was headbanging the whooooole journey! I wonder how ugly my face was. Bwhaha.

Its weird now that when i eat, my stomach gets even more painful. Everytime i consume something, my stomach, somehow, like, being squeezed! It gets so painful! It hurts. Idk why. && its sucks.

I talked to Shawn just now. He sat infront of me just now in ADP class. I kept waving at him. Excitedly. I dun even know why .. And his face will make an expression like, "okeeee...????" But waved back cluelessly. We talked alot just now. I asked him for his bangle. Coz its different from mine. So, now im wearing it! HAHA! I have his bangle at the left wrist! Woohooo! Oke whatever.

He called me the eyeliner girl. Kinda cool. He also thought that im cool. That is just surprising! He himself is cool. Im on the cloud nine! HAHAHA.

Oh btw, Haikal wrote a song about me. I listened to it just now. I was so paisey. He was beside me when i listen to it. I got sooo damn paisey. It was sweeet though. The first guy to ever write a song about me. And i know him like what, only a mth? Hahaha.

I think that is about it. I wonder how my bestie's doing. He havent been well lately. N he's not telling me anything. Thats the MOST saddest part.

Oke then weirdos. Toodles moodles! ((:

Rock on!

P.S i dont even know why i put that picture of Torres when i got nothing to say about him. Hehe. Oke bye.

2009-05-03T00:32:00.004+08:00

HELLO MEerara ((:

Oh so yesterday was Fath's bday! HAPPY BELATED BDAE!! ((:
Da besar sey dy ..
Samer tak muke aku nan dy dlm gmbr ni?
Haha aku tawu laa tak.
Oke Maiy ..

Helven @ Arthouse.

2009-05-02T22:38:00.008+08:00

IM IN MY HYPER MOOD!

Very hyper mood! WOOHOOOOOOOO!

Its been sooooo long since i met Helven.

So, just now, i get to meet them again!

I MISS BUGGY LIKE DAMN MUCH LA!

He tied his hair!

CUTE LA. Gah! Buggy!!!!!!!!!! I miss you already.

Infact, i miss them all.

Was kinda touched that Loius still remember us. Heh.

Missed Haikal's performance though.

He said it was at 4.

But he performed much earlier!

Wadengg.

I wanted to see him perform.

Its sad. (I miss Buggy. Again. Hehe.)

While typing this, im thinking of what to draw for Uncle Ee's homework.

I have to draw 3 pictures. WOW.

And tmr, i'll be going out. Again.

Like, i got time gitu .. But i'll make time.

Enough talk.

Let the pictures do the talking.

OH I SHARED A NUGGET WITH BUGGY!

Half half.

Hahahaha. Maiy, stoppit!

Da Shawn, Buggy pulaaak. Hehe.

Oke Maiy muke stoppit eh. Haha.

I luuuuurve this pic of Loius. He look so natural. My face sucked tho. Haha.

THIS IS HAIKAL. My ITE classmate.

Me eating nugget. Haha nugget for life! XD

Romey's gf. On the left.

And this is the sweetest couple. Cynthia && Louis. Hahaha.

Takecare all .. ((:

What seyyy.

2009-04-28T21:52:00.005+08:00

School was damn FUN just now! School started at 1pm just now. Coz Lifeskills was cancelled. It was raining cats and dogs in the morning. I like that. I woke up to realise that my legs injury had gotten worse. I walked like so cacat to sch. Asked Azlan to wait for me at chool's busstop. While walking slowly to class, Junda appeared from nowhere. JUNDA CUTE LA! Hahahaha. He helped me to buy me my ice lemon tea!! ^^ Heee. Gle.

Reached class happily. Sat at Neeza's place coz my comp cannot play internet. Shawn and Junda were sitting behind me. They were playing PSP. Forever sey dorg. Sitting next to me was Dan. Daniel. He is malay but look like chinese. Muke mcm Mael! SERIOUSLY. Prangai dy sumer! Gigi sumer! Hahaha. I kept telling him that he looks like my friend named Mael. He went like, yelayelaaa. HAHA. Now, i call him Mael. He call me Lenny coz Haikal said i look like his bestfriend. Named, Lenny Nurdiyana, i think. But dont you think Lenny is a guy's name? Bwhaha.

Next lesson was ADP.

So we all walked slowly to the class which was at level 4. Me && Neeza were walking at the front. While walking, i noticed like, that someone's watching me. So, i turned. Oh it was Shawn. Looking curiosly at me. Then he asked, "what happened to ur leg?" I told him that my leg cramp. Yeah .. HE CARED! Hahahahaha. Oke maiyy stoppit.

At 2.30 got principle talk at the hall. Sat next to that handsome guy, Fahmi. But we didnt talk AT ALL. its sad. Somehow. I dont know why. We're not close. YET. And his perfume melts me. Its nice. He was sleeping most of the time. Its cute. But he kept looking at those girls. Jealousy? I guess so. HAHA!

Stayed back to do our homework. Me, Ameerah, Neeza and Pei Yun. Just because Shawn and Fahmi stayed back too. But sat at other table. Hahaha. Oke bye laaa. Update soon. I feel like alone. Like last time. Not in the grp yg byk ckp or what laa. Oke toodles.

2009-04-28T01:48:00.000+08:00

IM GOING CRAZY! HAHAHAHAHA.

Shawn!! (((((((:
Oke Maiyy stoppit eh ..

Sch is fun now! ((:

2009-04-28T00:06:00.009+08:00

So im addicted to ice lemon tea! ((:

I drank four bottles of Ice Lemon Tea ytd. Bwhaha.
I got PE lesson yesterday. It was one heck of fun. I like PE! Coz i get to exercise and jog. I jogged two rounds. I wanted to. Did push up. 30times. Sit up also 30times. Like, torture. And now, my legs especially my thighs, are cramped. Hamstring injury. Haha. But i like PE. ((: And i talked to Shawn! Oh u guys are soooooo gonna hear alot of shawn! Heho. And i got his pic already!

On the left is Shawn. On the right is Junda. The two besties. Known each other since Sec sch! THEY ARE SOOO CUTE! Esp Shawn. EHEHEHEHE. Kn kn kn?A lil bit of introduction. This is a pic of SOME of my classmates. There are more guys actually but they werent there to take the pic. So here goes nothing.

Starting from the left;

Su, Irma (the one who reminds me of Mar coz of the jumpy personality! haha.), me, Ameerah, Belo, Fahmi(the most gorgeous guy in my class!), Firdaus a.k.a Giant(Coz he is 1.9cm tall!), Rizal, SHAWN! (HAHA), Junda and Christopher(the jrock freak). Not forgetting Pei Yun and Zhi ying. Yg dudok kat floor. Heeeho.

This is me and Sheeshu obviously. I miss her. Iloveya. Bwhaha. I think thats about all.

Oh not yet, yesterday, i went to sch tak pkai eyeliner. Sumer tak knl urh. Whada! Yg si Belo tuh, nmpk aku, buat bodo. Dy pk org laen. HAHA! They were like, "Maiy... i tot u chinese!" Oke faine! Not important ryt? Hahaha. Takecare ..

LoveLove. <33

2009-04-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

IDIOT.

I feel like an idiot.

I am an idiot.

2009-04-21T13:45:00.002+08:00

Im in school!

So, ryt now, im updating in sch! HAHAHA.

And i can see shaun here. Clear view! HAHAHA.

Oke gle. Bye.

MY FATTY FATS! Huhu.

2009-04-20T19:54:00.003+08:00

THESE DAYS AROUND, IT IS FREAKING HOT! I DONT LIKE IT.

NOT.

ONE.

BIT.

Hahahaha!

Oh btw, Just now, P.E i had to check my weight and height.

Height --> 154cm. (I grew by one cm! HAHA. Grrr.)

Weight --> 46.4kg (Somehow, lighter. Hahaha.)

My P.E teacher used this machine to check my fats. Wah piang! I do have alot of fats!

(I miss Eric. ClickFive previous vocalist! Hahaha. I prefer him. Oke random.)

Fat percentage is 17-24%.

And mine is 23%.

Mampos! Its bad. The P.E teacher, Ms Tan, said i had to cut down on oily food. Nasik lemak.. Mee Goreng... and blabla. Dude, thats what i eat. I eat alot. I just cant resist food! Uwaaaa! Nvm. I sign up for the Fitness Club. Coz dpt masok gym free! I like the gym! Hahaha. So, i can use it to burn my fatty fats! Bwhaha.

So itu saja laa cerita saya. Terned. Toodles Moodles! ((:

Chinese garden's haunted? HAHA oke whada.

2009-04-19T14:54:00.010+08:00

HELLO AGAIN PEEPS! ((:

Semalam.

So ermmm yesterday was a blast! Well, sorta. I woke up at 9. By 11, i was all ready to go out. Take the birthday cake (White Choc Macadamia! MY FAV! Hahaha.) at Anchorpoint with my dad and ubai. Zali thot Ubai is my anak. Kepale otak ko la. Haha. I reached home at 0130.

At 3. Went out again. Headed to Orchard's ArtFriend. Damn hot i tell you. Wasnt sweating but the hot was like, bahang. Tak suke!

Oh btw, Im wacthing Paris's new BFF now. And Onch is like, whatever sey. So drama queen! But he's a guy! Like, cmon urh! Mcm nak kene tampa! Hahaha. You only know what im talking about if u watch it. Haha!

Oke sambong balek. At 10plusmlm, i reached Bkt Gombak to meet up with my cuz and fam. To go Bowling! Wooooohoooooooooooo! Bwaha. & to celebrate birthdays too. We played. I sucked. As usual. I did kinda okey the first round. Second last. The second round, i got last. Haha well, i dont care. Parents balek home at 12plus. Me and bro stayed till 2. Then we went straight home.

Something freaky happened yesterday. I swear my heart was beating so fast. At 9pm, went to Chinese Garden. Crk nahas. HAHA! Da la gelap! Something happened which i am not telling at all. At 0215am biler da smpi kat luar rumah with my adik. Uma gelap. Everyone's asleep. My adik pushed the door opened and we beri slm urh. AND U KNOW WHAT? I heard a girl's voice. Very tiny and fading voice. It said"Aslmualaikum. Boley saye masok?" Kat telinge aku. I was like, "dek, ko ader ckp pape ak?" He turned, "Maner ader! Asal?" Aku diam je. I waited. I thot it was my mum trying to kaco2 ktorg. Dy sembunyik blkg pintu ker.. But no. No signs of her. She's asleep in her room. I was, "okeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyy....???" Before masok uma, beri slm then bace bismillah. Nothing happen after that. PHEW! Maybe its the thing from the Garden Cina. Haha.
BYE ah.

ITS FRIDAY! Weeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2009-04-17T18:10:00.005+08:00

HELLO! ((:

Finally, its Friday! Im darn tired! Sch finished at 0330 just now. And u know what? I reached home at 0530! Took abt 2 freaking hours to reach home!! I take 3 busses to school. What make it worse is, im using adult fare ezlink. Idk when i'll get my ITE ezlink! I hope SOON! Bwhaha. Coz i really cnt stand topping up $10 every two days using my own money! GAH! Haha.

Btw, yesterday was CCA day. All the ITE central came down to my school, ITE Macpherson! Only the April Intake laa. I get to meet Aysha! WEEEEEEEEEEE!! Imy! U know what? I applied for Photography && Soccer! I have passion for soccer .. I will try my best to get into the first eleven. Laugh all you want. Nwa did that already. Bastard sey! After school yesterday, i got home and siapsiap to meet up with Nwa. I gotta draw someone. Since, his hair is the easiest to draw, i booked him to be my model skejap. Hahaha. And the results is this.....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! The hair is kinda the same. The face though, is ermmmm different! Hehhhh.. The drawing turned out to be like so not Nwa. Well, all i can say is, this is the girl version of him anyways. HAHA! Hey, this is the first tym i did this sey. SO takper la. Haha.

Btw, i had fun in sch just now. Drawing lesson! ((; Its like, im not studying. Like, im having free period. We have to shade. While shading, we all mind our business. Me and Neeza bkk lagu Avenged Sevenfold. Lagu2 rock sumer. Geyrek urh .. Biseng2 kat class. Then, we got ADP. With our new teacher. First tym we meet her. So, we gotta introduce ourselves to her. Aku tak ske partpart gni ..

Name. School. Age. Interest.

I duno why. Aku paisey nak bilang age. Coz i think im the oldest. When it's my turn. I said, " Hello. My name's Maisarah. I was from Madrasah Al-irsyad. And im 19." Paused. The guys were like, 19!? One of the guys said, "Sialaaaaaa! Dy lagi tua dri aku siaa!" Hahaha. FINE LA! Aku tawu laa korg sumer aru 17 and 18. Bwhaha. But nvm, got 2 girls of the age 24 and 21. So, im not the oldest! YEY! Bwhaha. Coz they said i look like im 17 gitu. YEKE!? Hahahaha. Oke Maaaaaiy.

I think thats about it. Takecare! ((:

Oh btw again, aku nmpk mayat tadi. Kat Macpherson. Tym aku g break, aku klua dri skola. Abey ader polis sumer. Ader org terjun diri. Hahaha. then biler polis nak angkat body tuh, aku nan kwn aku kepo. Aku nak tgk bdn tuh. Tp nmpk kaki dy jer. Yg laen sumer da kne wrap. FREAKY. Hahahaha. K bye.

I am exhausted.

2009-04-15T20:59:00.014+08:00

YESTERDAY. (all my trouble seems so faaaaar awayyyy...) Bwhaha.

After sch yesterday, i went ITE Tamp to meet up with Sheeshu and MEera. Pegi Bras Basah && Bugis. Beli bende skola. and shopping jap! Bwhaha. MEera beli beg. Aku beli kasot. Aysha beli cekak and stuff. Heho. Pegi Bugis mesti adeeeeeeeeeeer je nak beli! Bwhaha. Dri tkde duet, pon boley jd ader duet. Btol tak? I had fun! ((: Makan kat LJS. I bought the 3piece chicken. Lapar pny pasal. Haha i miss you Sheeshu. Also, you MEera! Haha. Hope to mit u guys soon!

I am soooooo exhausted!!

I watched soccer this morning. Champions League. Chelsea vs Liverpool. The important match started at 0240am. I forced myself to wake up. Washed my face. So, i stayed up .. As a Liverpool fan, not watching them play is like a sin. I gotta watch. HAHA. Fanatic? Liverpool scored the first two goals first. I was running, jumping around the house. Alone. I watched it alone. Haha. It has always been like tt yea. Arbeloa && Alonso scored. What a game. Very tense. AND IRRITATING. Second half, the referee was kinda one sided. AND DROGBA, YOU SUCK! I hate him. Siket2 jatoh! Bodoh! Bodoh! Mengarot!! Takya maen bola pon baek! Bodoh. Hahaha oke maiyy, lek urh. Binget sey aku! Aku, Amrul, Nwa sme da binget! Maki dy abes2 sey .. Final score: 4-4. But we lose. Coz of the aggregate. We played well though. 4 goals without Gerrard playing? Thats just amazing! Bola abes pukul 0430am. I slept at 5. Woke up at 7. Just 2hours of slp. Uwaaaa!

So i came late to sch AGAIN! And like, what, its only the 3rd day of sch? Haha. I went to sch Syaheen. Took 700. There was traffic jam urh kat express way. I had to stand the whole journey and my eyes were not helping me! But thank goodness, Neeza was late too! Blabla. So i entered the class with her.

Today, we had drawing lesson. Should finish by 0445. Mangkok! My teacher or whatever told us to draw cylinder, pyramid, cube and blabla. Easy thing. Then at 10 we had our break! I ate nasik with ayam kicap, sambal goreng and nugget. Its $2.20 only! Damn cheap!! My fren beli ayam kicap and fish nugget, $2.40 sey! Like whada! Lg mahal .. Bwhaha. Oke moving on..

The break was till 1030. Walked back to class. After settling down, teacher asked us to draw any one of our classmate! I PANICKED! IDK HOW TO DRAW LIKE TT!!!!!!!!!! I kept erasing. Haikal, my fren, drew me. Doesnt look like me though. He complained abt my eyeliner. Bwhaha. He called me Emilt The Strange sey. Konghaja. HAHA. While he was drawing me, i couldnt move my head sey. Doink. Sitting across me were Junda and Shaun. That cute chinese guy! HAHAHA! Oke maiyy. Neeza drew Shaun. I decided to draw Junda. His face turn out to look like a girl instead. My teacher helped me. His drawing almost mcm muke dy sey. Tgn aku menggigil the whole time sey. And im the last one to leave the class sey. As in, sumer da balek. Aku masi kat class. It sucks. This friday, i have to hand in it up. Ktorg alek at 1145 tho! WEEEEEE.

Gah! Who shall i draw?!

I drew this. Suppose to be Junda. But ugly sey ni. Yg atas pny gmbr, tcher draw. SO THE LAEN! Haha. OKE BYE.

My first day of school.

2009-04-13T15:44:00.005+08:00

First day of school was fine! ((:

I woke up at around 06.15 in the morning. I forced myself to wake up. Coz i wanna mandi and kering kn my bloody rambot. By 7am, i gotta get out from the house. Coz im meeting Syahin (Syabil's brother) at 0715 at Pending busstop there. I reached at about 0720. We naek the bus 966 at 0730. Pny la ramai org! I didnt get nervous at all when i woke up. I got nervous at the busstop coz ader many jgk budak ITE sey. I felt weird. VERY weird. Damn wierd. Hahaha. In the bus, i received two messages from my beloved Imanites friends; Dba && MEera. Haha. Both text me almost the same thing. Thanks you guys. And i wont wanna be a minah, Dba. Bwhaha.

Reached Eunos at about erm 0815? I think so. Then go meet up with Syahin's frens. Naseb ader pompan. Her name's Aida. Got Saiful also. My other fren. He was like, "Muke mcm familiar urh" .. Bwhaha. Then i was like, "Kwn Aysha laaaa. Maiy." Haha Then he was like, "OH MAIY! Yg pkai tudung tuh ehk! Muke laen sey.." HAHA oke whada.

Reached sch at abt 0850 gaknyer. We all go our seperate ways. All different course. The queue was long laa. But i didnt get that nervous. I was excited though. Still, i felt weird. After queueing, we walked to this class. We sat. Took attendance and introduced ourself. I sat next to these two guys. I kept fidgetting. Duno why. That Viki guy kept like, disturbing me coz i was sms-ing. With Aysha. Annoying but okey urh. BTW, there's NO matrep in my class! There are quite a number of rocker in my class!!!! WOOHOOOOO! I think the only matrep is that Viki guy. But he's indian. So, he is an indian's matrep? Haha idk. I dun even know if he is a matrep. I heard he is from the Boys Home. Haha moving on.

After that, break tym. 1015-1130. Mendak. Me and my chinese frens then boringly walked to the canteen. I made a new mly fren there. Her name is Neeza. Also a rocker! CHYEAH! Hahahaha. So from tt tym onwards, i hang out with her. After break tym, got games. Its kinda pathetic though. But i won myself a Lollipop. Terned. For some reason, i was not that shy. I approached that cool chinese guy! BWHAHA. And some other malay guys. After the game, we got another boring break. 11.30-1.00. Like, wth! I was bored. So me, Neeza, Zinying and Jessie go mrayap. Klua dri skola. Hahaha.

When we got back to queue again after the break, Syahin's fren, (idk his name) uat aku paisey. His course pny line-up was next to mine, and when he saw me, he shouted my name loudly, "MAAAAAAAAAAIY!!" I was like, saper tuh pgl aku? Hahaha. He did that many time. Irritating sey. Then like, bdk bdk laen sumer tgk. Haha oke mepek. Now im damn tired. Thinking of meeting Sheeshu today but nvm. Tired. Maybe tmr then eh? Hee.

Oke penat already. I put that pic of mine because Mimo requested for it. HAHA! Toodles.

Psst. Saken also text message me that morning. Hahaha. I forgot. STML. As usual. Kk tata.

Just another boring Sunday.

2009-04-12T21:35:00.008+08:00

HAHAHA UBAI NANGES! Hahahaha.

HI PEOPLE!

Today, i didnt do much. Go uma sedare coz got someone tunang. I have no idea who. Tak rpt. Then go hospital. Then go Lot1 with mum. Crk cardigan grey! Haha. THEN I MET MY BESTIE!Terserempak. Mimo!! Saper lg! Hahaha blom apape, dy da laugh2. Ah u know her. Always the one that makes you laugh with no reason at all. Haha. Then walked home.

SOK SCHOOL LAH!

So damn fast sey.

Kk. TatatititututoTO-RRES.

Hahahaha.

BYE.

The last week of my HOLIDAY. Huhu.

2009-04-12T01:04:00.003+08:00

So..

These days around, ive been going out non-stop.

Well, i really want to like, enjoy this like last week of my "holiday" before school starts.

Ohwell.
And so i did.

This is gonna be such a looooooooooooooong post. Heh.

6April2009. Monday.

I forgot what i did. Maybe i went to the hospital to visit grandma. Haha.

7April2009. Tuesday.

Morning work. 10-2.

DAVID ARCHULETA CAME TO SINGAPORE!

Autograph session at Iluma. Didnt get to catch that. It was part of my plan. Nwa ajak aku lepak .. But he was badly injured. Went to Farrer Park or something randomly and found out, it was such a boring place. Then head towards VIVO. Lepaked then go home. Reached home at 2350.

8April2009. Wednesday.

Morning work. 10-2.

Planned to go out with bestie, Khdr. But cancelled. Coz his mummy was sick. Around 3 like tt, i told Nwa that i got the song he wanted already. Voiceless Screaming. He was at the Woodland Lib with his adik. He asked me to meet him coz he really really really want the song. So i meet him ard 5. Followed him go his uma. He wanted to change. I waited outside then off to Raffles Place. To meet Halame. Ate at Macdonald there. Halame played with Nwa's hair and then... we walked to Tanjong Pagar MRT. So damn far. Halame was in his crazy mood. HAHA! Oh btw Halame, remember, SILKAIR!? Hahahahaha. I laughed like a retard. Nwa's still injured. Bangau. Reached home at 0015 gaknyer.

9April2009. Thursday.

Work. 0830-2.

Wanted to watch soccer the previous day but erm, i was too tired. And Liverpool lost so, nvm. Haha. Planned to go to ITE Macpherson. I wanna know how long it takes from AMK to there. Wanted to go alone mlm but then, it would be boring. So, i dragged Nwa. Nwa lagik! Hahahaha. Meet him at 1915. Then off we go. Da reach Macpherson, dua2 nak mkn prata. Like, whada! Haha. So, i called Izzat to ask for Ajee's home phone number. Blablabla. Then Meewa ajak g uma dy since dkt. HAHA and da lamer tak jumper! So, we went. Dpt mkn free!! Hee. Thanks eh. Oh btw, her dad couldnt stop making me laugh sey! But i had a great tym. I miss you all sey! Around 9plus, we left. Hugged Meewa then i go. Heh. Imy. Take 135 or something to AMK then go home.

10April2009. Friday.

Planned to just sit at home. I was damn tired. Planned to kemas bilek. And i did. But it wasnt tt clean. Heeho. Ptg around 4, go uma makcik to visit nenek kat Toa Payoh. After that, went to NUH to visit nenek lagi satu. Smpi around 9mlm? Idk. Me, mother and brother was like, watching tv at Visitor's loungeroom or something. Baring2 and all. Hahaha. Was bored to death. But my mum tak baring urh .. Bwhaha. Gle per my mum nak baring!? HAHA.

Ate at Westcoast there. Reached home at 11.

11April2009. Saturday.

Halame blanje makan!!! WEEEEE.

Met Nwa kat marsiling at 0230. Then waited Skonderey at Admiralty. He reached at 3. Went to Bugis after that. Carik my black cardigan without button. Skonderey was damn annoying. Irritating as usual .. Asek kaco aku. Then ujan lebat gle babi sey! Haha. I bought one cardi. I dont like it. We headed towards Penin after that. Carik suar putih for Skonderey. Abey ader.. Cumer mahal! 40bucks sey. Terned. Then, meet Halame and Hadi kat dpn Sakura. GO MAKAN! WEEEEEEEEEEEE. Lapar sey aku. The food was nice. Thanks Halame! ((: As usual, lepas mkn, dorg smoke. Walked to Bugis Streets again! Doink. Pk nak tgk wyg. Tp mahal. I WENT TO ILUMA FOR THE FIRST TYM! Weeeeeeeeeeeee. Bwhaha. Terserempak with my adik and frens. Blabla. Go arcade. Playplayplay. Then naek taxi with Skonderey, Hadi and Nwa. Pegi Woodland. Reached home at 1150. Hahahaha. Im not tired yet. Im still hyper!

AND! Liverpool mng! 4-0. Dgn Blackburn! Glory Glory Liverpooooooooool! Hahahaha.

And tmr, i got no plans. Sadly. Bwhaha.

Oke thats all. No pictures. Sadly. Toodles.

One more day.

Just one more day till sch reopens! Sobs.

Takecare rocker! XD

LoveLove.

2009-04-06T23:28:00.002+08:00

APESEY MAN UTD MNG!

Bodoh pny Macheda! Haha padahal aku suke dy sey.

(Dy cute!)

Mcm Ijat siket2.

My adik pon ckp.

Everytym dy ppg bola jer, my adik went like, GO IZZAT!

I was like, fall izzat! FALL!

Or sumthing.

Coz i dont want Man Utd to mng.
Lau tk, aku support! Heh.

Atlast dy score jgk.

Taketolok laaa kau! Bwhaha.

Ckp Eng pon tkto sgt.

Bwhaha.

He's 17 and doesnt look like 17 sey.

Aku 19. I think i look younger. Cey mcm phm.

And idk why we keep saying Izzat when we already know namer dy Macheda.

Kesian ijat.

T asek tegigit lidah dy.

Bwhaha.

These days around, byk org masok hospital sey.

My nenek yg sblh mak bru msk ary tuh.

Then biler dy da kuar dri hospital, nenek sblh bpk plak msk.

ON THE SAME DAY.

The next day, then my pkck plak msk.

WAH.

Biler smlm visit my nenek, jumper my jiran lamer.

Nenek dy pon kat samer hospital dgn my nenek.
So go visit.

Huahua.

This week is the last week for me to ENJOY.

Next week da start SEKOLAH!

TANAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAKKKKKK!!!

Hahaha.

Mcm mls sey nak skola.

Mls nak keje.

Mls nak dok uma!

Haha sumer aku mls eh! Bwahah.

Oke bye.

2009-04-04T22:53:00.002+08:00

My nenek is in ICU.
She's really not in a good condition.
She hasnt wake up since yesterdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Ohmaaaaaaaaaan.

Idk why it has to be this way.

2009-04-04T22:24:00.003+08:00

If this is what God wants it to be, then why do i meet you in the first place?
Why do i fall inlove with you over and over again when it is not gonna work out?

Ever?
Why?

Why!?
So its fate?
If i know im fated to be in ITE, I wouldnt have studied like a fucking idiot.

If i know that.... Nvm.

Why now?
Of all the time.

Its really happening.

Crushed.

Its not easy to let go after all this years.

After this 7 long years.

But if it fates then...............

Idk..........

Oh i just cut my hair.

Its nice though.

So long...

Spain!

2009-04-02T17:37:00.004+08:00

HELLO!

I just realised that i have just blew my chances of being "rich" and least famous.

Due to my lack of self-confidense && something else.

Darn you, Maiyy.

I dont have much to say about my life now.

I only talk about soccer, obsession and stuff.

OH talking about soccer..

Ader je eh! HAHA.

Yesterday when i was about to sleep, i was in my room.

Just about to lie down.

Then my dad said something tt made me run out of my room!

"SARAH! TORRES KO MAEN!"
I was like, TORRES!?
Hahaha then i literally run out of my room.

There he was!

Oh btw, only my cousins and parents call me Sarah. Terned.

Oh my dad said, TORRES KO!

So, its my Torres! HAHAHA oke maiy whatever!

So... TORRES WAS CUTE! I couldnt stop smiling and freaking.

I love that guy soo much... Hehe.

My dad was like, "ko da knp?"

Bwhaha. Its Spain Vs Turkey this morning.

I didnt know that Riera is also from Spain. He looks so Greece. Or something. Heh.

I watched till half time only. I wanted to continue but i was already dozing off.

So, i went to bed.

Takecare.

2009-04-01T15:08:00.004+08:00

I hate that Tiada Lagi song by Amy Search!

BODOH. TAKETOLOK!

BODOH. BODOH. BODOH.

Taketolok.

Such a mf sad song!

Ergh!!!

Tak suke!!!!

This is all your fault Anwar! Haha tak bersalah sey. He is the one who started listening to it. AND SINGING TO IT! Gosh!

The Black Castle wont vanish. Yuki is dying. Yuki is holding on and not letting go. Yuki is barely breathing. Eto is fading. Yuki is helpless. Only Eto can help her. Eto, dont go.....

Im gonna cut my hair tmr.

School is gonna start soon too! Im damn nervous! Damn excited, as well. Bwhaha.

Oke bubye people! XD

2009-03-30T23:49:00.001+08:00

Inlove with Metro Station.

Oh Tyler <33

2009-03-23T14:44:00.000+08:00

5-0!!

Happy.

He's mine!!
I suck.
Bye.

I miss the old times.

2009-03-22T00:37:00.005+08:00

HELLO rockers.

For the past hours, ive been listening to Westlife's songs. Myra, its ur fault! I really miss the old times. Its been a decade. DUDE, A DECADE! Like, since Westlife was borned. 1999-2009 Wow. P6 was the year. I was really a freak. Infact, Mimi && Myra were the freaks too. Crazy abt Westlife. Till i make a scrapbook for them. And we have this book, Irsyad's exercise book that we would buy for 0.50cents back then to create a story of us and them (westlife). Damn hilarious to think about it now. We were damn childish. Ohwells. && i miss Westlife. cey.

I remember that me and mimi would like, practise our dance move and tangge during the lunch break! HAHAHAHAHA. Like, omg. Dance to one of the Atomic Kitten's song. Then one day, we "perform" dpn Hafizah and Sykenah. Oh myyyy. And Fadhli tried to sneak to see it.

Also, those P6 times. We were crazy abt those Monkshill guys. Giler sey. We would go to blakang skola just to see a glance of them. Radzi, Larry, Dan, Izzat. Blablabla. And soooo much more. Every morning, we would like, expect to see the guy we had a crush on. HAHA! then, after alighting the bus, we would freak. Nyaha. Things that we do.. And the mission that me and Mimi had was funny. Macam2 seyy .. We were like spies. We would do anything. The memories are still great. Exchanging letters and all. I still have those letters.

Things are quite different now. The surrounding. But none had change much now. We're all still closefriends. Bestfriend and all. Only tt, not in the same school. Different likings. Mimo with the koreans. Myra with the japanese. And me, with the rocking songs or somewhat.

Oke i'll write more later. I gotta go.

Man Utd kalah sey! Bwhaha. Sedey!

Torres's bday. Weeee.

2009-03-20T23:34:00.000+08:00

Happy 25th Birthday Fernando Torres!

HAHA!

ILY.

Hello Hello.

2009-03-20T00:02:00.007+08:00

Somehow, I miss them. The teachers. Or is it.... HAHA! Surely they dont miss me. Why would they? Im the worst student EVER! Bwhaha. Seriously. I look more fairer last time sey. Now, im getting darker. Damn you, global warming.

&& I miss this guy so sooooooooooooooooooo much! Hee.

Oh btw, just now, i went to Pcahh's house. Imanites movie marathon. I tell ya, House of Haunted was DAMN boring. We were all already got bored of it half way thru it. Mimi merepek! Bwhaha. I miss my Imanites. As soon as the movie ended, i gotta rush home for work. Before that, we took pictures. Using Nana's Polaroid. That thing is coooolio. Bwhaha. First take, tk nmpk aku. Find laaaaaa. HAHAHAHA. Da la my white skinny kene chocolate. :( Work was the same. mMendak. But oke loorrrr. I bought Oreo Crush. And it made me haaaaappy! HAHA.

Tmr i have RTL. Or RTT. Tak sure. Woohooooo!

Toodles. ((:

Manchester United 1-4 Liverpool FC

2009-03-15T01:08:00.004+08:00

Today is the best day yet!
VICTORY! SWEEEET SWEEEET VICTORY!!!
Liverpool menaaaaang!!!!
Manchester United 1-4 Liverpool F.C

I went to Clarke Quay to catch the match. Watch it together with Nwa. Thot got Sepul and cuz but they didnt come. So, me and Nwa go sit urh. At 7, we were already seated. Man. By 8, the place was almost packed. With Liverpool and Man Utd supporters. ((: Im surrounded by Liverpool fans! It is SUCH a veryyyyy nice feeling. Its like, we are all for one. And one for all. You'll never walk alone .. ((: I sat at the very first row. I was feeling so nervous and anxious. Idk why. I wanted to put on a Liverpool jersey soooooo much but i dont have one that is my size YET. Thats sad. But im gonna get it soon! CHYEAH!

Man Utd's supporters kept chanting. Liverpool's supporters kept quiet. That was what happened before the match started! Damn. But nevermind. Like what Nwa said, we're saving the energy for the goals later on. Well, what can i say? DUDE! WE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!! 4 freaking goals! 4 lovely goals by my guys. First, it was Torres'. U duno how tt makes me feeeel. It was Man Utd's defender's mistake. HAHA!! Then, Gerrard. Then, Aurelio. Then, Dosenna. Was it? HAHAHAHAHA. Nvm. Im so damn freaking happy! ARGH. I dont care if im the only one wearing the tudung. Bwhaha. And Torres, my baby (ehem. HAHA), never fails to make me smile. Never fails to look his best. And never fails, to make us cheer of joy! I LOVE YOU, TORRES! && He is mine. Nobody can snatch him away from me. NOBODY. Except for Olalla. Heh. I dont mind them being together. They rock! I LOVE YOU TORRES! I love Gerrard too! I love Liverpool! I love the supporters! I love you all!! Haha oke crap.

And on the way alek, Nwa da senyum sorg2. Senyum aaaaaaaaaaaall the way home. GLE PNY BDK. Happy pny psal. Kecoh sey dy! Sampai gigi aku pon dy langgar! HAHAHA. But its fun, really! Dy diri atas krosi laaa. Doink. Takpertakper. GEYREK BEYB!

And to all Man Utd fans, dont be saaaaaaaaaaad oke? HAHAHAHAHAHHA. Coz Liverpool just kicked ur asses. with 4 freaking GOALS! YEAH! Hahahahha.

Im sooooooooooooo damn happy! Heeeeee.
Oke toodles.
((:

Let the pictures tell the story. Enjoy((:

2009-03-13T15:31:00.000+08:00

Its turning upside down.
Its madness.

LIVERPOOL F.C 4-0 Real madrid cf

2009-03-11T15:31:00.012+08:00

Liverpool F.C 4-0 Real Madrid C.F

( Torres, Gerrard, Gerrard, Dossena)

((:

Baek urh korg! Bwhaha.

Now im really really hoping Liverpool will come to Singapore this year.
It will be more exciting if they can come on my birthday! Heh.

Then it will be my VERY best birthday present EVER.

Just thinking about it, i wanna faint already.
&& my heart's beating so damn fast.

I dont know why. Hee.

"Walk on.. Walk on.. With hope in your heart. And you'll never walk alone.."

Hello.

2009-03-10T21:05:00.003+08:00

You almost made me shed my tears, Aishah.
That was a very good speech. I am proud of you. VERY proud of you.
You'll be a very successful person one day.
I know you can .. (:
I love you.

So here i am.
Still thinking of what to give my penpal on his upcoming birthday, june the 18th.
Greg, what do you want?
Haha. I gave him a singlet already. && he likes it!
Wears it everytime. Nyaha. XD
Shall i give a him a a bag?
Some kind like my camera bag?
Idk what to give him! I still havent replied his letter.
I should reply now.
Then surprise him with a present soon. Oke great idea.
Maybe i can visit him at Dublin, Ireland.
I can go to a hoilday there. && I can sleep over at his house.
That would be cool! Im gonna save money to go there.
And im gonna tell him tt! ((: Haha.
Any suggestions of what i should give him on his bdae?

This saturday is the day people.
Liverpool FC against Manchester United!
Planned to watch it outside. With other Liverpool fans. Still planning where.
And ajaking people. Woooohoooooo!!! GO LIVERPOOL!!!
You'll NEVER walk alone.
So do i.

Rock on,
Myy.

As if there is no tommorow.

2009-03-09T12:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a great fun day!

I laughed till i cried.

I laughed til my tummy aches.

Yesterday ..

All my trouble seems so far away..

HAHA.

Okey bye.

Ite Macpherson.

2009-03-04T23:19:00.004+08:00

HELLO ((:

Soooo today was okey ..
I was damn sleepy!
Sheeshu woke me up at 0715am coz we're going to Ite Macpherson to pay my sch fees and buy sch uniform. I told her im sleepy and she gave me 5minutes. Yeah. So much for 5mins. I finally woke up at 0815. Like, 1hour later. HAHA. She waited for me. Nyaha! Sorreh.
On the way there in the mrt, we slept. Tdo mati. Reached the sch at abt 1150? Tak sure.
After take my picture for the ezlink, (took me abt 3 tyms till im satisfied with the pic. Hee), and blabla. So we took the bus 155. We wanted to go to Eunos. I think its abt a few stops away. We were damn tired and sleepy. Eventually, we fell asleep. Tdo mati again. Thenthen, kte due tersada at the same time. AND ktorg da kat TOAPAYOH! The stop da lepas! Like, dengg. Tdo mati pny psl. HAHAHA! Thenthen, we go shop for her shoe. She was in need of tt. Jalan kaki ayam. Kesian! HAHAHA. We found this slipper. Sorta. Duno what its called. Damn nice. Got 2 pairs. Black and brown. She took the brown one, i took the black one. Its damn cheap. 3bucks only! WOOHOOOOOO! And i cut my hair ytd for 3.80 only! Me and sheeshu btw. HEE! Oke boring ..
After tt, go home, go work. Work at 3. Reach home at 0245. But atleast okey .. Daripade smlm, keje at 0430. smpi uma 0430. Smpi keje 0440. Wahhhhhhhh. HAHAHA. Cepat jgk aku siap. Nyaha. Oke bye!!!! Aku tak sbr nak skola ite! Hehe. Toodles. ((:
Oh and Sheeshu g Eunos. Td kat MRT terlajak! PADAN FACE! XD
Oke bubye.

2009-03-01T23:15:00.003+08:00

I dont plan to post this but i kinda wanna. And its gonna be something so emo-ish. Yea. Im so down. Its crazy. I dont know why. Its like, i see eveyone so damn happy. With their life, with their boyfriends. Or whatever. I just feel lonely. Very lonely. I want to feel loved and cared. From that someone. I dont seem to get it. It drives me nuts. Ive tried everything to forget about it. I cant. I just cant. But i have to understand. Im sick of the way i live my life now. Im sick of Guardian. Im sick of not getting the school i want. Im sick of stressing abt VE. Im sick of trying to find a place for comfort but i cant do much. Im sick of trying to make eveything okay but its never okay. Im sick of parents telling me what i shud not do. Im sick of being left alone. Im sick of being treated like a pest. Like, i worth nothing. Im sick of being confused. Im sick of everything. Im sick of it! Im sick of it! Im sick of it!! I wanna migrate. Leave it all behind. And be alone for a while. I cant make it alone, i know. But i feel like i want to. I want him. But im like soooo S.S .. I feeeel that way. Its tough. Hard luck. Whatever you say it, nwa. Now, he's like the person i go mengadu at. Its weird but its true. Tmr, he'll be going somewhere for like what 4 days? Man. I cant like, always ngadu kat dy. Dy pon naek jelak. Coz the person i always ngadu at, its like, fading... away... from me. I feel like i got no one. I feel so down. Down down down. Takecare.

2009-03-01T22:32:00.002+08:00

Everything's a mess. Im living in the nightmare.

My nightmare.

I wanna migrate.

And forget this all.

My beautiful blue lovebird.

2009-02-28T10:47:00.003+08:00

Something tragic happened yesterday morning. I almost cried. But i didnt. My blue bird died! So what happen was 0715 am in the morning, my mum woke me up. Force me to feed a stray cat outside my house. Dude, its 7 in the morning, who would bother to do that? Before i continue my sleep, i checked to see whether the cat was still there when my mum left home. Didnt see it. Ape lagi, aku tdo urh.

45minutes later...

I was awaken by a disturbing continuos knocking noise on my main house door. I was like, "saper ni pagipagi bute da ketok pintu umaaaa..". I wanted to ignore it till i heard, "auntie! auntie!" Pk mak aku ader kat uma laa tuh. HAHA. So, aku bkk pintu. She panicked. I tell you what, the way she knock the door mcm tailong nak mintak duet. Bwhaa. Moving on .. The FIRST thing i saw was my beautiful blue bird lying on the floor corridor lifelessly. DUDE! WHAT HAPPENED!? When i stepped outside, i saw the bird's cage da tebalik kat luar. Messy. Then she quickly bring me to her house. I saw the stray cat! The stupid stray cat almost killed my other love bird, the green one! Pity that bird. It was scared to death. So, i picked it up. She was still scared. She bit my finger. U duno how that hurt. I dun mind, as long as she's safe. I brought her home. Put her aside. Then go to see the dead blue bird. It was sad.

I didnt know the birds were outside. Damn.

Then the next thing i know, i didnt get DMD. Makes me much more sad. I WANT TT COURSE SO BAD!!

Then, me kemaskemas uma. Siapsiap go meet Nwa. I asked Nwa and Halame to tmn me buy stuff. Halame suppose to alek keje at 6 but tett, extend. Biase jgk .. HAHA! So me walkwalk with Nwa. Maenmaen lift kat Bugis Lib. Tett. Me freaking over Torres. ily torres! Hahaha. Blablabla. Nwa trytry guitar. Beli guitar pick. That gets him so damn excited! Idk why. I bought my adk's guitar strap. I lost it and he didnt know tt! Nyaha. Im bad.. Meet Halame kat Memo. Nwa eat Mee goreng yg Halame beli kn. Then go home. Theyre like my brothers. NOT. Hahaha.

I go meet fam, grandma and mkck at Bukit Gombak. Alkaff there. Treat them eat. So, yeah. That is all.

I still want my DMD!!!!!!!!!!!!! la dammit.

Love,

MYSAROXMACABRE.

2009-02-26T16:48:00.001+08:00

I wanna go to sch again. I miss going to school. I wonder what ITE will feel like. Its scary. But i wanna go to school again.

Real Madrid CF lose. Liverpool FC won! ((((:

2009-02-26T16:39:00.002+08:00

LIVERPOOL MNG! (:

Real Madrid CF 0-1 Liverpool FC

Tp aku tk tgk. Da bgn. Then tetdo. TOO tired.

but i watched the replay.
My favourite part is Alonso shoot from half field.

Damn cool.

Haha.

Bye.

Henderson Waves.

2009-02-25T14:14:00.004+08:00

HELLO mf!!!!! XD

I had a really great time yesterday! Really great time. BUT exhausting. Really exhausting. Work was supposed to be till 1230 and due to some reasons, it was extended till 0115. So, i rushed home. I asked a friend of mine to wait for me at Jurong MRT at 0215. I came late. 0240 i reached. HAHA! We were heading to Henderson Waves. The place i wanted to go for soooo long with ____ but, its okey. Thing is, we (My friend and i) tak pena go Henderson Waves. So we were kinda like, blurrr. We didnt take bus to Henderson Waves. We walked there. AND IT WAS TIRING! Not even half way thru it, i was already exhausted. The stairs were a murder! We managed to reach there safely though. After like what? 30mins? Or so. It was drizzling, thats the great part! Hee. If it was scorhing hot, i tell ya, i would have changed my plan long before i reach Harbourfront MRT. I'd rather get wet because of the rain than get wet because of the sweat. Nyaha! Henderson waves was beautiful. I dont like it much though. Its the height that scared me. HAHA. So we walked aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall the way to something Arc from the Forest Walk or something. We discovered a very BEAUTIFUL place called the Garden Hub. Fantastic place! Its a very peaceful place! I swear. ( sory no pictures coz err i didnt take any. idk why. Haha.) You shud visit tt place one fine day! DAMN NICE laaaa. So we checked out the place and find somewhere to rest. Well, thats the first thing we search for as soon as we reached that place. HAHA we were half-dead seyy!

I can play Dance of Death intro already! HEH HEH HEH! Oke takde kene mengene.

Moving on .. Hahaha. I wanna go to that place again! Nyaha. Im gonna bring Sheeshu there. Oke yea. After resting and all. We planned to meet Halame. At town. At 9. So from there, we go crk busstop. Found 2 busses tt go to Raffles. Nice. We took the bus 97. The aircon was soothing. On the way there, he slept. KELAKA! Kepale dy terantok kat kerosi dpn! HA HA HA! Oke whatever Maiyy. Oke then, da turon. We go crk Macdonald. Went to the Raffles macdonald but bad timing, it was the peak hour. Many pple. So, we went to crk at other place. Terned. And takde the nearest, end up pegi kat saner alek. DOINK! Ktorg da mcm org mabok. Penat sgt. Kaki aku mcm nak putos! Bwhaha. After mkn, then g Fullerton Hotel. HAHA he brought me there coz aku ckp aku nak g cuci tgn kat toilet yg lawalawa. Dude, the toilet rocks! Damn clean, DAMN nice. Then lepak2 kat hotel tuh skjb. Dudok2 kat krosi yg comfortable! Tett. Haha.

After that, go Esplanade. Rest again. Byk pit stop sey! HAHAHA!

Blablabla then 0940 jalan g tmpt Memo nak jumper Halame. Halame reached. They talktalktalktaaalk. They singsingsingsing. They smokesmokesmokesmoke. Bwhaha. I wanted to balek at 11 sey from cthall. BUT kn, me alek at 1140 liddat. Just because Halame nak dgr lagu JIWANG!!! Doink. Bwhaha. Took the last train home. Not exactly. Nwa busted (he's tt friend of mine. Just to make u guys wonder who that HE is) He kacokaco me like, what if train ni stop kat kranji jer? Busted ko. Skali btol. Aku da panic. Dy pon da panic. Da la aku tkde duet nak naek taxi from Kranji! Then i had to call my dad to fetch me at Kranji. Reached home at 0130am. Safe and sound .. Well, not really. My mum membebel kat me. My dad membebel kat me. ____ sorta not happy with it. Yeah. Sometimes, i just hate being a girl. Ni tkley, tuh tkley. Abey aper yg boley!? Cey marah per Maiyy. HAHA.

Okeoke tuh sahaje. My leg da cram gle. Td pg da g work. From 0830 to 1230. Nnt ptg at 5 kene g work again! GLEGLEGLE. Aku penat laaa ..

Love,

MysaroxMacabre.

Pictoos.

2009-02-23T17:39:00.011+08:00

I promised to upload the pics ryt? I'll post it soon. But not all. Im not letting you guys steal it! HAHA. Im like sooo stingy.

Oh btw, you know what? Im suppose to work today. At 5. Yea. BUT td when i reach Guardian, my store in charge was like, "Maiy! Youre not working what today!" I was like, "im working at 5 kn?" She changed the schedule and didnt inform me. Doinkywinky! Thank goodness taht my house is near! If not... HAHA. but its okey. Aku pon mlz nak keje. So, here i am now. XD

Letdown Bunch's gig!

2009-02-22T21:52:00.003+08:00

HEY!

The gig was fooking awesome! I enjoyed it much! Weeeeeeee. I was out of control.Very out of control.Went to meet Mimo first. She was way early than me. I told her to meet me at 7 at Bugis. But then, she thought i said 6. Dangg! HAHA. Blablaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Met the guys at Macdonald there. Wah! I was freaking nervous. Like, i wanna take my oral examination gitu. Dont ask why. Coz im not telling. Its for me to know and for you to find out. Hehhhh. I post the pics laterlater ayt? WHEN i got the pic from Aysha. Coz my comp sot urh.

(Currently listening to dance of death over and over again. Gaha.)

Oh the gig.
So, yea. I thot the place was huge. But nope, its not.
But its oke. Asalkn gelap can oready. While waiting for their band to perform, Aysha dtg! My craziness started to lose control. But i held it back. Wooooooo! 30mins later, "LETDOWN BUNCH" masoooooooooooook. Gaha. Blom pape da shoutshout.

The music was great but errr the mike spoiled it. Couldnt hear what Nwa was singing much. Khdr pny can hear abit. Umar's also cannot hear that clearly. But i enjoyed it much. Worth my 8bucks. But i dont really mind abt the money though. I came to support and enjoy. Favourite songs tt day were "Check Yes Juliet" && "Dammit". Fooking great!! I swear. Next gig, Im gonna be there also! ((: Ah you know me. I love this kinda places. The environment.

After tt, went to rest at Macdonald. Then walked to Memo. Mimo was like, exhausted already. Nwa da mcm mandi peloh! HAHA. Yea. Smpi saner dudok jap. If can, i wanna lepak till late. But pity Mimo. And i also tgh binget. Tp keep it inside jer. T me upload laaa gmbr ayt?

Bye.

Letdown Bunch's gig.

2009-02-20T15:08:00.002+08:00

OH BTW, i hope tmr's gig will be a blast. IF not, i'll eat them (or Umar. Bwhaha). Or they could gimme my $8 back.
HAHA.

Naseb baek dorg perform mlm. If not, me cannot come. Huhu.

Im excited. But im not. Im excited. But im not.

Its complicated.

ALL THE BEST YOU GUYS! ((:

Im excited. But im not. Heh.

Okeoke, im excited for you guys.

But there's something that im not excited about.
Gaha.

LOVE,

MYSAROXMACABRE.